the beginning or the end?

Comment & relationship =\

Keke...somebody actually posted a comment and i didnt see it...Don't blame me :) i'm still new to this blogging thingy...so far i have been only writing entries and more entries...the longer i use this, i think i will change everything to make it more appealing to all of you ^.^

In reply to you, what you said makes sense and i guess its part and parcel of life...everyone will go through almost the same stages of life so i won't even consider what you said as rubbish :)

What i have found out today...my failed relationships are not because of the other party...but its my own fault because of the tons and tons of insecurity i have and feel...so my relationships will never work out as long as these insecurity comes into place...which is why i end the relationship? To prevent further damage done to both parties...it may be hard for the other party to accept but i should not give false hopes...i have finally realised the answer...Times when asked why it should end that way, i can't give an answer but now i know why. It has nothing to do with the other party but me, myself and i!

On my way home, forgot what i was thinking about though...too deep in my trail of thoughts that i....walked and walked....and knocked into a frigging lamp post...hell that hurt alot...if that wasn't enough, i was still thinking about it when i reached my estate...past the guardhouse...and right into a bush...1st time when i hit the lamp post, a few people saw and laughed...so embarassing! The next was near the guardhouse and walked straight into the bush...i jumped backwards shocked...i think nobody saw that time..or at least i hoped nobody saw! I sped up and went to the lift up my house...what a weird day...

Today was the start of the 1st paper for my common test! Didn't really study for this paper...spent like 1/2 an hour only so i wonder how i will fair in it...if i manage to pass this i will be happy :) the paper was tough for me! Of course i would say that...i didn't prepare for it =
As usual, Monday would mean Japanese lessons for me :D so i learn a new thing every week...except the next 3 weeks there wont be any classes because of the holidays and common test week...now i am back home calming myself down from earlier embarassment and i still have to complete my ISP project which is already 1/2 way done! Pretty satisfied with the work done so far...but for now its TV time ^.^

p/s. This is a pretty short entry and i don't really like writing short ones so its gonna be back to LONG entries...i'm boring thanks :)

-OUT-

posted by imbicile @ 5/29/2006 08:52:00 PM