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We have to be got the dumbest tutorial group around? We were assigned to do a task to valuate some classmates house...sureee....it was going fine...and how stupid are we to choose 1 that is located at Hougang...and the nearest MRT station is Buangkok...the stupid station that wasnt to be opened but was opened instead cos they thought it was time...to get back to school from there takes at least a minimum of 1hr...MINIMUM...so stupid...who would be so stupid as to do a project which is located so far from school and expect us to get back to school later...JEeEzz...its only thanks to 1 person...some IBM which shall be known as UNKNOWN...
Doing a project at such a far location is sooooo F-U-C-K-I-N-G-S-T-U-P-I-D!
Should have joined other tutorial groups...they have much more brains i think compared to some people...
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Conflicted =(
Yes, i am feelin very very conflicted at this point of time..i just checked the calender and...realised that many of my precious dates clash with my school timetable!!!!
The dates are hella important...but so is my school...so which do i go for? The ever good student who skips like only 2-3 classes out of a whole semester for the past 3 semesters or is it time for me to change and be a little bad and risk myself getting kicked out of school or failing my language course...failing my language courses is not an option, i definately will not fail them...my dates are either on a Monday or Wednesday...those are the 2 days of both my language...and longest day in school so if i were to skip, i would be skipping loads of stuff...so i guess i have to really count my thingy well or risk expulsion...geez i'm such a pussy...everyone dares to skip and skip and skip and nothing seems to happen to them...guess i dont dare to lose the "good guy" image that i have been portraying...how plastic can i actually be...
*RIP THRU THE PLASTIC*
Time to really live freely and not hide behind masks anymore i guess...
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oh mY...
FridayIt was supposed to start out well...i woke up early, didnt feel that tired although i had watched a movie with someone till midnight on thursday...the show name "Death Note"
Watched it at GV Jurong Point...Hell, the place sux totally...i dont think i ever wanna watch a movie there again...the airconditioning in the theatre was pathetic...i doubt it was on at 1st but later they turned it on...and it still was hot as hell...service getting worst cos they got a great opening at Vivocity? Geez...how much would they make if they only had a branch there and not at other places which are making more money than that darned place...
Back to Friday...i left early so i didnt expect myself to be late for class...travelling was fine...till my bus suddenly stopped...i didnt know what happen...so i didnt exactly bother...waited for 5mins...traffic was gettin worse so i looked out the window...every vehicle had come to a standstill...ok 10mins passed...then 15mins...everyone sitting in the same bus as me got impatient...they went to the driver and asked what had happened...the driver said there was an accident in the front...so everyone decided to get off the bus...i alighted too...i walked to the bus stop further up...just to see what was happening...then i saw the accident...IT WAS A PATHETIC ACCIDENT...a white car and a taxi had collided...NO FUCKING IDIOT WAS INJURED...instead, what did they do? They left their cars in the middle of the traffic junction...how fucking stupid can those idiots be...they made traffic come to a halt just for their stupid quarrel...they stopped traffic for about 30mins...creating a long chain behind...finally the police came and told them to move to the side of the road to continue...THEY SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DID THAT EARLIER...ARE THEY STUPID OR WHAT? FFS they look so well-dressed but actually brains full of air i bet...stupid idiots...everyone was starring at them yet they didnt give a hoot...they continued squabbling...finally the road was cleared and traffic continued...i arrived at school at 9.55am...5mins left to get to class...no chance in hell i was gonna be able to do that...it was at the other end of school...so i stopped at the shop to get some titbits...
Slept during my 3hrs lecture...but i managed to listen to some parts so i didnt exactly sleep throughout =)
After that was ice skating...hadnt skated in like a month...started out a little shaky but got back in no time ^.^ Left early to go back with somebody...the rink was getting kinda bare....
Oh yea...and the prices for skating have gone up...significantly!! $13.70 for the public...thats hella lot when they havent exactly done anything to the place in my opinion...
SaturdayFriends had called me out but i didnt want to go out with them cos i dont really have the means anymore...i have been overspending...now my well has dried up...sadly but truely...so yea...time to start saving if its even possible =\ To be realistic, money is everything in the world now...without money, you cant do anything...dont tell me you can live on spiritual needs...guess what? You will die in just 3 days...why? Water needs money to be bought...food needs money to be bought...so be realistic...MONEY IS EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD...you cant buy happiness but without your life, where does happiness come from?
Stayed at home the wholeeeee day...super super boring...watched tv from the time i awoke till now...lucky i have cable tv now...or else i would have died of boredom...might ask..why am i not playing the computer? Cos i let my brother play...he only gets to play during the weekends cos thats when hes back from camp...so i dont really wanna deny him of any gaming chance...lol...noble? NO...its normal
Now i'm wathing "The Last Samurai" on Cinemax...never watched it before...
O.O and i almost forgot...ITS DEEPAVALI...Festival of Lights...Light up my life too =X
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WoOoOoOoO...
Anata wa daisuki...zutto
mai nichi mai nichi omoimasu...wasurenai
dakara...aiishiteru
boku wa ganbaru desuyo =P
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HeeX~~ I Tried my best =))))
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lost
Woke up at 7am...no problems as usual...its the 6am wakeup that kills me...got ready for school...and left at about 8.20am...father drove me to school...during the journey, i looked at the car drawer and low and behold...a roach came out...sorta startled me a little...but i let that go...2nd 1 i saw...yesterday i killed 1 that appeared outta nowhere too...well, after a while later, a smaller nymph appeared...this time, i lifted my foot and stepped on it...
Fast forward....lecture time, i slept...lol...seriously i dont know why i am so sleepy during the daytime nowadays...after lecture, i went to the library to wait for my next class to begin...my german class...while waiting, i read some magazines...and i got shocked...i read...if you feel sleepy during the daytime for a long time, its either diabetes or depression or some other thingy i forgot...i dont wish for it to be any...cos its all not good =\ BOOOO!!!~~
My insecurity level is at an all time peak...where do i stand in your heart? I wish i knew, what are you thinking? How much do i mean to you? How much do i actually know about you i often question myself...does the problem lie with me cos i think too much? Is it wrong for me to do that? All the why, what, how, when and where...so many questions..its neverending...hope its just me, myself and i being stupid by doing this...what is it that i feel? I think i know what i feel towards you but i dont know about you...do you feel the same way as me?
Shattered heart, shattered soul, lost now, not forever...
I would say it would be my own fault for now...when it was the holidays, i could do whatever i want...but now since school has begun, i am so tied down...i dont have time on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays...Saturdays and Sundays, i am not so sure about that...school really takes a toll out on me...i start in the morning and end at night...almost 12hrs a day in school...thats like 2x the time of what i used to spend...all the time is spent thinking of one thing...and only ONE thing...
Anyway, German lesson was fun, although i didnt know anybody...the lesson was fun...the teacher as usual was funny and interesting...she made it all good and worthwhile...maybe its just me but i have a strong interest in learning languages thats why i find that i should be able to handle it...=)
You MaKe Me FeEl oUt Of My EleMeNt!!
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standstill...
Today wasnt exactly a good day...i set my alarm to wake up at 6am...i did wake up at 6am to switch on the water heater...then....zzzzz.....till i jumped up and looked at my watch...oh my...7am already...i am so late...had to leave by 7.30am or else i would be late cos my class starts at 8am...ya erm...i was still very very tired cos i had planned to sleep at 12am actually but i slept at 1am+ instead...and i wasnt sleeping...i was dreaming...had a bad dream...hope it doesnt come true...this is something which i do not wish to see happen...
When you dream at night=brain still actively thinking=not sleeping=tired when awaken...
Sigh...back to the day..i reached school at 8am...i rushed up to the 5th floor via the stairs cos i lazy to wait for lift...then waited at the classroom door...there were some other people there as well...but i didnt know anyone as usual...i super anti social can? thats me...u must talk to me then i talk back to u...but i very judgemental so if i see and dun like u...u talk to me i also give u 1 word answers...well...
Waited outside classroom...5mins passed...10mins...20mins...30mins...OMG FINALLY THE STUPID TEACHER COME...everyone waiting outside impatiently already....he still got the cheek...walk past everyone silently...open the door...enter, put his things on the table...after everyone sat down, i still waiting for him to at least give an apology...wait wait wait...finally he says something..."Sorry waited at the wrong class" then he started with some stupid Bomb bomb bomb game...Bomb your head want? Waste so many ppl time and give that 1 sentence thingy...so insincere...my impression of this teacher=very very bad...i dont like him 1 but cos i think he has a shit attitude...after that discussed the course module...etc etc etc...then ended in 1hr...class ended at 10am...seriously i woke up early for a late teacher, 1hr day lesson...what a pissin day...Went back home after that...missed the 157 so i went to the Shell station there to buy some chips home...lookin and lookin...then i saw the new flavours of Twisties...i immediately took it...went out of the station after payment and a 66 came...so i just took it...although i have to walk a longer distance to get home, i didnt really mind...i was just very very sleepy...
After reaching home, i watched my recorded "Grey's Anatomy" and ate my Twisties...i prefer the Teriyaki Salmon Flavour to the Tandoori Chicken flavour...wanted to sleep in the living room sofa after the show...i slept a while but kept waking up cos it was simply too warm...DAMN HAZE TRAPPING HEAT...ended up waking up and went to my room to sleep instead...the floor felt so much cooler and better...woke up at 2.30pm or so and took a bath...then went to gaming...i wanted to maple but as soon as i logged in, i felt the word "BORING" coming to me...i logged off and closed it immediately...played CS and Dota instead...time felt like it was not moving at all...such a bore...i was forcing myself to play cos i had nothing else to do...i seriously have no life now...watched tv at night...and now here i am blogging...soon i'll be going to sleep...cos i am very tired! Tomorrow still have a long day...
Oh yea...tomorrow will be the start of my German language class...wonder how it will go...cant wait for it ^.^
Wishing the best for tomorrow...hope its a more pleasant day
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Unrelated~
Been a long time since i last posted...well i'm waiting for my song download now *OPPS* so i decided to blog while waiting...
Well, today is the 1st day of school...end of a long holiday...reluctant for it to end but all good things have to come to an end...and its about time i think...any longer and i might go blind soon..why? Simple...over mapling already...now i am at lvl 104...still hella low lvl...i hate my char for being so weak...sad sad sad...i wasted so much time and money on maple during holidays while other ppl are out working...
Money draining and draining even more...soon my well will go dry...and i dont wish for that to happen...so what do i do now? SAVE!! I have to start saving already...for now, i quit maple...well thats me i guess...when school reopens i quit maple...cos maple takes too much time...and its only the 1st day and i feel so lethargic already...i have to get back my energy...
My timetable is very packed now...i brought it upon myself i guess...i'm taking 2 languages now...actually i'm more of excited to get started with languages...and my 1st lesson began today, as usual, Japanese is on Monday...but now on wednesdays, i have German....yes, thats my new language...so the only days i end early are on tuesdays and thursdays...but i start school early...so it doesnt really make a difference...
Many things happened during the holidays...i experienced things that none of you would ever experience...i am pretty pretty sure about this when i say it =)
Now i cant wait for the year end holidays...cos many things gonna be happening and its the 1st time for me...YES 1st time again...GeeZ...why is everything the "1st" time for me...call me a nerd...no i'm not but i just stay home too much...i never experience singapore although i was born here and have livin here for 18yrs of my life...Talk about Sentosa...when was the last time i went there? Cant remember...the Zoo...that i can remember...2 or 3yrs ago i think...Bird Park, erm...no idea...and the Night Safari...MmmmMm....prolly 8 or 10yrs ago...
The closer we are to the place, the less we even bother going to it...that would probably why i dont like to live here in this small island called Singapore...i'm jealous of Hawaii...although its Earthquake/Volcanic/Tsunami etc prone area...its small also and so much nicer? I wonder if the people living in Hawaii would think the same way if they visited Singapore...they may like it here and dislike it there...sigh...guess thats how we are...never contented with what is around us...always wanting to get something which might be beyond our reach...
Something which is very dear to me and i do not wish to lose...lost if gone...never wanna leave i guess...
>.<"" My bloggin always go all around the place...if u get my meaning...messy!!
Well...i'm sleepy already...still gotta get up at 6am later...sigh...school is such a drag..or not...
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