the beginning or the end?

Something missing? I need to patch it

An emptiness inside of me...reserved for someone to take the spot in my life...i should be feeling glad actually..but recently, i am being pricked by emptiness...
Why glad you may ask...because i enjoy being alone. I can do anything that i desire to do. Sing, Dance, Scream, Cry, Smile etc etc...ANYTHING!!

Being alone may be fun, but i think i am already past the stage of loneliness and now i need company...i have it, but i choose not to mix? Stupid ain't i...can't really figure out what i want...when i find it i will let it be known...like it actually even matters =
Realise why i play computer games so much...its not for the fun of it, but for the sake of playing it to get out of reality...i don't want to play but i force myself to play just to pass time...if i study, i can't concentrate on 1 thing alone...more of a multitasker which in the end nothing gets done at all :)

Its amazing how people tell lies just to save their skin...for real!

-OUT-

posted by imbicile @ 5/31/2006 10:40:00 PM