the beginning or the end?

Difficult things...

1st of June...A new month has begun...

So many difficult things to do...only way is to find another way around to get it done as simply as possible...the things for me include(no solutions at the moment =\):

Blogging!
Yes writing this blog is a difficult thing to do...because i have to reck my brains just to find a topic to write...blogging about the day on every entry would be just too mundane...have to put in interesting things once in a while to interest readers like myself :P i'm lame i know

Gaming!
Why difficult? Now its all online gaming...you have to depend on your team to help or screw your game up totally! Stressful, very stressful just for reliance on others...

People!
The hardest thing on earth to ever understand. Some people are reciprocative. Trust can be built but betrayal is at bay.

Love!
Given and taken, hidden and shown, used and unused. All of these can be done in a snap =
School!
Ultimate amount of homework, projects, tests and exams. Kill so many of our brain cells just to get that damn piece of paper!

Mass Media(TV, Radio, Newspapers etc)!
These potray a huge amount of feelings and meanings and sometimes can get us so into it that we are so off from the true world.

Bleh~the list goes on and on...probably a never ending list because new things will constantly come in our way to block us.

These few days i have been crapping alot...like a WHOLE lot! My friends are calling me mad...don't really know what is wrong with me...maybe i'll find out soon but i could really care less...crapping is what i had been doing till my life took a turn...entering into a totally new environment last year. Solitude would what i consider myself to have been in. Now its beginning to change a little :) At long last if i must say so myself...the devil has been kept too long away from reality so its about time it is released.

Why do we skip classes? Not have the interest to turn up for class? Could it be that we have nobody to communicate with at the moment so it feels weird to be in an environment where everyone is a total stranger? Sleeping may be the best option but it would seeking the wrong kind of attention...Laziness :P

If your results prove otherwise, i have nothing more to say :) you have shut me up. I like you HA!~

Oh...life goes on, and its only gonna make me strong. Its a fact, once you get on board, say goodbye and you can't go back. Oh it's a fight, and i really wanna get it right. Where i'm at, is my life before me. And this feelin' that i can't go back. Life goes on...(adapted from LeAnn Rimes - Life Goes on)

-OUT-

posted by imbicile @ 6/01/2006 11:23:00 PM